I was engaged.

Was.

Aaron and I seperated about a month ago now. (More like...I left him.)

We've had problems for two years now, and every time we try to fix things...nothing changes. I got sick of the arguments, empty promises, and doing nothing together except playing computers in the same room and him coming over for sex, then leaving right afterwards.

Kinda gets to ya after awhile.

I told myself I would never get into an online relationship, if we ever did split, but yet, I've already found myself in one.

And it's such a looooong distance.

Wanna know how long?

I live in Illinois, US.

He lives in Mumbai, India.

D8 Good god.

Mmm, but sexy accent. <3 And he's such a sweetheart, too. The time difference SUCKS BALLS though. He's 10 and a half hours ahead of me. D;

But I love Rahul. <3 Andandand. Beeaaard. *-* He shaves though. :< Every time he shaves his facial hair, I'm going to kill a small puppy. >:)

lolkidding ilurahul <3333

...made a decision, that afterwards, all you can do is just pray to god that you made the right decision.

I have to say, it truly sucks.

This kitchen is cold as fuck...

I'm tired as fuck...

I can't get my old desktop to work, not matter what. We think the video card is shot. Harddrive is still good though, thank god.

Tomorrow, Aaron and I are gonna fuck around with it some more.

I get my GED in August, and hopefully a job with it. Apparently, my mom's boss is interested in meeting me. :T And it's a real job, too! Not some shit thing in retail, or fast food. Excited, yes. Scared and worried, yes. Looking forward to moving out, yes.

I've been staying here with Aaron at his house the past week and a half, and it's been fun, to say the least. I've actually been...happy. He even noticed it earlier today. He was chasing me around the house, for god knows what reason, and apparently, he's never heard me laugh like that. Cool, I guess.

Also, I hate this laptop. Hardcore, straight-up, hate this godamn beast. Pisses me off.

Also, ramen noodles in a cup are like...THE BEST thing ever.

kpeace

...if I like CS4 or not. I mean...I like how they kinda merged ImageReady and Photoshop together. It's nice and spiffy and all.

But after 5 loyal years with 7.0, it's hard to adjust. I just want my 7.0 back. ;3;

And CS4 tends to lag for me. I'll have absolutely nothing else running, but it lags so much that I can't even draw a curved line.

Which I sort of NEED to do when painting curly hair. >_>

Fucking Vista, forcing me to upgrade. >:T

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I spent 9 years of my life in the same building as this man, and everyone, EVVERYONE, looked up to him.

The molestation case is bullshit. No evidence at all, only one man accusing him, it's bull. Suicide does not mean he was guilty, but perhaps sick of being accused of something.

Yet another tragedy in this tiny town. Just...sick of it.